Anonymous said: Its saddening, you chose to ignore all of your friends. Those that loved you the most for what? For being in love with the idea of being with someone that claims to have proclaimed their undying love for you? Lovely. Simply lovely.
I was 14 years old. Can you blame me?
doing everything for your friends and putting them first and they still end up abandoning you (✿◠‿◠)
Anonymous said: i know how it feels to lose your friends and all, it didn't happen to me senior year but a few years ago it did, and it does suck but you learn who is really there for you. you may have treated your friends like shit but if they knew the real you and knew you were like this over a boy they would have let you go through this phase and gotten over it. My friends now deal with me and my phases and i deal with theirs as well. things get better love no worries and i hope you get out of this slump! xx
Thank you very much anon. I hope it gets better. Idk if it will but I pray that it does. I appreciate it (:
said: everything happens for a reason, look i spent the last 3 years of highschool in the worst mood, hearing people saying shit about me and laughing. you don't have to feel like you deserve people to leave you, if they leave is because they didn't really care. just get focused on fighting for your happiness, do not regret about anything because if you did it it was for something. just fight for whatever you want and fuck everyone else. you deserve the best in the world as much as everyone else.
Thanks. I’m really trying. It’s just hard.